This is not a typical post, it’s dedicated to someone who helped me greatly.
For people suffering from mental issues. Speaking from personal experience I’ve been in relationships for the wrong reasons. The need for affirmation should come from internal strength but when self esteem is low, a relationship can provide from others what we or I cannot provide for ourselves.
The downside is that when it ends we are left feeling empty, lost and confused.
Nevertheless in a particular relationship I was in that person had special qualities, accordingly the following could not be more true. It sums up how I feel.
Same bed but it feels just a little bit bigger now
Our song on the radio but it don’t sound the same
When our friends talk about you, all it does is just tear me down
‘Cause my heart breaks a little when I hear your name, It all just sounds like ooh, ooh ooh hoo hoo
Mm, too young, too dumb to realize
That I should have bought you flowers
And held your hand
Should have gave you all my hours
When I had the chance
Take you to every party ’cause all you wanted to do was dance. Now my baby’s dancing
But she’s dancing with another man. My pride, my ego, my needs, and my selfish ways
Caused a good strong woman like you to walk out my life
Now I never, never get to clean up the mess I made, oh
And it haunts me every time I close my eyes It all…
May God Bless, Good Night, and Good Bye DLP
Lyrics are by Bruno Mars